MY LOVING MOTHER WHO WOULDNT GIVE UP ON ME
BY RHONDA TRIVETT
MY MOM ALLWAYS FOUND THE TIME THE LOVE AND THE ENERGY
TO DO ALL THINGS TO KEEP ME ALIVE HEALTHY WELL AND WEALTHY AND WISE
SHE WAS MY FRIEND NURSE TEACHER AND COUNSELED ME WHEN HOPE WAS LOST
SHE TRY HER BEST WITH ALL ODDS AGAINST
YOU ALWAYS COMFORT ME WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO BE KILLED
IF IT WASNT FOR YOU MUM I WOULD HAVE GIVING UP
I NOW SEE IT WAS YOUR PURE LOVE THAT MADE ME LIVE
AND I THANK YOU FOR IT ALL. YOUR ARE AND WERE A WOUNDERFULL MUM
I WISH WE HAD MORE TIME. I REALLY MISS YOU MUM ITS HURTS
YOU WERE THE MASTER OF ALL LOVING KINDNESS ROLLED UP IN ONE.
YOUR SUPPORT HELP AND STRENGTH KEPT ME GOING THOUGHTOUT MY LIFE
I LEARNT A LOT MIXED TOGETHER WITH FUN AND GAMES
ADOPTED YES BUT THOUGHT THICK AND THIN OUR BLOOD WAS ONE
YOU SACRIFICE, EVERYTHING AND DEVOTIOED YOU LOVE THROW TEARS AND FEARS
YOU WERE THERE WHEN I CALLED AND YOU SHOWED UP ALWAYS IN MY VERY DARKESS HOURS
YOU MELTED MY HEART AND TOOK AWAYS LIFES HURTS
THE GOODNESS YOU SHOWED ME CAME FROM YOUR HEART
AND NOMATTER HOW MUST THE SYSTEM TRIED TO TAKE AWAY YOUR LOVE FROM ME WITH HATE AND HURT IT WOULD BOUNCE BACK TWICE AS HEARD
WE HAD SOMETHING WITHIN US WHICH COULD NEVER LEAVE OR GET BEATING IT WAS REAL WHICH NOT MANY PEOPLE HAVE
I WAS AND I AM PROUD TO HAVE YOU AS MY MOTHER YOU HAVE MY RESPECT TOTALLY I JUST WISH YOU COULD HAVE SEEN IT
YOU WILL NEVER DIE IN MY HEART AS YOUR LOOKED IN THERE FOREVER
WE ARE ONE IN STRENTH SPIRIT AND ONE IN LOVE WHICH CANT BE SPLIT UP
EACH MOTHERS DAY I ALLWAYS PRAY THAT IF I COULD I WISH YOU WERE BACK
I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU OR THE THING YOU DID OR TOUGHT ME
I WISH I HAD A CHANCE TO REALLY LOVE YOU BACK THE WAY YOU LOVED ME
YOU LOVED ME WITH A NEVER ENDING FAILING LOVE THAT IS AND WAS A FLAME
THAT SHINES A LIGHT AND SHOWS THE WAY AND HOW IT SHOULD BE
THANKYOU MUM I LOVE YOU
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
MY POEM THEN CAME MY SON
Date 13 / 8 / 2003
THEN CAME MY SON
by Rhonda Trivett
So God in six days did set the world in place
when He made the stars, land ,ocean and the seas
the plain was, that He saw things to be as they should
He created me and I really used to wonder and dont know why
to be hurt, sad and raped see my friends killed as a child
too lose it all was that his love for me
why coulnt I just smile and have fun as a child
to make a jail as a home is a bad sick joke
to teach and guide me with cons and lies
with noone on my side to understand
through all my pain, strife, my life no helping hand
I had to be the strength to stand
Noone listerning noone cared
no encouragment just told I wont succeed
lean on what, with no boundaries
I had no love no life no beginning and it looks like no end.
But then came my son who im proud of A part of him ill aways see and be
I learnt to understand his tears,
And also calm all of his fears.
I seee my sons laugh, his smile, his touch
He always brightened up my days for each truth his has helped me see
the heartaches and the joys that we shared
And when I go Please do not forget me son,
for you are always in my heart, thoughts and my mind
The values you've taugh me you made me a mum
and the wonderful love that you made me see in me will always be there no matter what the sparkling joy in your baby happy loving eyes We never needed or wanted just gave and had we all ways had anough
our Special Love we shared
we share the joy our dreams were real
our confidence from day to day so easy
You set me free from all my fears And when you were at school In spirit I was never alone you were the best challenge of life 24 hours a day It great and fun loving my son. Lets keep it up I have a life, a begining and a great loving end Im proud to be a mother and im proud to be able to love.
THEN CAME MY SON
by Rhonda Trivett
So God in six days did set the world in place
when He made the stars, land ,ocean and the seas
the plain was, that He saw things to be as they should
He created me and I really used to wonder and dont know why
to be hurt, sad and raped see my friends killed as a child
too lose it all was that his love for me
why coulnt I just smile and have fun as a child
to make a jail as a home is a bad sick joke
to teach and guide me with cons and lies
with noone on my side to understand
through all my pain, strife, my life no helping hand
I had to be the strength to stand
Noone listerning noone cared
no encouragment just told I wont succeed
lean on what, with no boundaries
I had no love no life no beginning and it looks like no end.
But then came my son who im proud of A part of him ill aways see and be
I learnt to understand his tears,
And also calm all of his fears.
I seee my sons laugh, his smile, his touch
He always brightened up my days for each truth his has helped me see
the heartaches and the joys that we shared
And when I go Please do not forget me son,
for you are always in my heart, thoughts and my mind
The values you've taugh me you made me a mum
and the wonderful love that you made me see in me will always be there no matter what the sparkling joy in your baby happy loving eyes We never needed or wanted just gave and had we all ways had anough
our Special Love we shared
we share the joy our dreams were real
our confidence from day to day so easy
You set me free from all my fears And when you were at school In spirit I was never alone you were the best challenge of life 24 hours a day It great and fun loving my son. Lets keep it up I have a life, a begining and a great loving end Im proud to be a mother and im proud to be able to love.
MY POEM RAPED AND BASHED
Date 22/9/2009.
RAPED AND BASHED, NOW D DAY, ITS TIME TO FIGHT BACK, YOU HURT ME AND MADE ME THIS WAY.
By Rhonda Trivett.
I live in fear of what you did to me
you made me cry you hurt and bashed me
I thought I was going to die many times
in the dark im scared for life
and I kicked and I stirred
but noone heard me and noone cared
and its hard but I tried to be strong
you done this deed why me I was just a child
I did nothing for this hell treatment
I was a lost child wanting her mother
And i stoled a push bike and That was my only crime
what a price I payed what really did I do
I dont understand and I never will
With a label I try to survive, which I cant
stop the label then I will be able, ok
Ive been silent too long, no more playig the nice life games
you hurt me too many times, made me like a wounded animal
just waiting for my next feed to come along
Striped of everything and without a choice
I used to be clean now just dirty and unclean
bad and just a piece of druged up rubish
the gult is just killing me in many ways
noone ever listerned it was very wrong
Just looked me up with a needle, striped of my cloths
Im still to this day confused getting silly as ever
With a hurtfull rage of hate just waitig to explored
Wanting to hurt back with all Ive got waiting for the kill
I didnt start this, but I can asure you all that I will finish it
I now got nothing to lose, so its time to gain
Ive been just wainting for this monent every day of my life
im on my own, its time to pay, its time for sorry rhonda all the way.
Page 2.
Every night I would lay there just waiting
I coulnt hide or go anywhere just sit in fear
I have never forgoten the act of raped
they would grag my hand up to my back
and pull my head and hair back
one would kick me in the guts while the others
just thought me down on the cold hard floor
where they would bashed my head to the ground
and try to make me suck them off, then one sometimes up to four
just start raping me gang bash and rape rhonda
its fun, hurt the bitch she cant do nothing
why not, well get away with it, she cant prove a thing
When they were finish they would open my legs apart
they used to cut me up there with a pocket knife what sickkos
then they would just smile and laugh the job was completed.
I always woundered why australia and its people would let this go on
And Where was the god of love when all this is happened. Far out
Why ? Im not scared anymore. Im out there. You know I know.
RAPED AND BASHED, NOW D DAY, ITS TIME TO FIGHT BACK, YOU HURT ME AND MADE ME THIS WAY.
By Rhonda Trivett.
I live in fear of what you did to me
you made me cry you hurt and bashed me
I thought I was going to die many times
in the dark im scared for life
and I kicked and I stirred
but noone heard me and noone cared
and its hard but I tried to be strong
you done this deed why me I was just a child
I did nothing for this hell treatment
I was a lost child wanting her mother
And i stoled a push bike and That was my only crime
what a price I payed what really did I do
I dont understand and I never will
With a label I try to survive, which I cant
stop the label then I will be able, ok
Ive been silent too long, no more playig the nice life games
you hurt me too many times, made me like a wounded animal
just waiting for my next feed to come along
Striped of everything and without a choice
I used to be clean now just dirty and unclean
bad and just a piece of druged up rubish
the gult is just killing me in many ways
noone ever listerned it was very wrong
Just looked me up with a needle, striped of my cloths
Im still to this day confused getting silly as ever
With a hurtfull rage of hate just waitig to explored
Wanting to hurt back with all Ive got waiting for the kill
I didnt start this, but I can asure you all that I will finish it
I now got nothing to lose, so its time to gain
Ive been just wainting for this monent every day of my life
im on my own, its time to pay, its time for sorry rhonda all the way.
Page 2.
Every night I would lay there just waiting
I coulnt hide or go anywhere just sit in fear
I have never forgoten the act of raped
they would grag my hand up to my back
and pull my head and hair back
one would kick me in the guts while the others
just thought me down on the cold hard floor
where they would bashed my head to the ground
and try to make me suck them off, then one sometimes up to four
just start raping me gang bash and rape rhonda
its fun, hurt the bitch she cant do nothing
why not, well get away with it, she cant prove a thing
When they were finish they would open my legs apart
they used to cut me up there with a pocket knife what sickkos
then they would just smile and laugh the job was completed.
I always woundered why australia and its people would let this go on
And Where was the god of love when all this is happened. Far out
Why ? Im not scared anymore. Im out there. You know I know.
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